Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Itulah Cinta !


Tuhan memberikan kita dua kaki untuk berjalan, dua tangan untuk memegang, dua telinga untuk mendengar dan dua mata untuk melihat. Tetapi mengapa Tuhan hanya menganugerahkan sekeping hati pada kita ? Karena Tuhan telah memberikan sekeping lagi hati pada seseorang untuk kita mencarinya. Itulah Cinta …

Manusia tempatnya salah…
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atau menyalahkan hatiku sendiri
Yang tetap bertahan meski engkau pergi
Disini sepi… sayangku…
Tapi aku tak menangisi kepergianmu
Hatiku sunyi… sungguh sunyi…
Tanpa manis kata manjamu
Aku takkan menyalahkan siapa-siapa
Menunggumu ku takkan merasa sia-sia
Jika perpisahan itu adalah kejujuran hatimu
Biarkan puisi ini menjadi puisi penantianku

Bayangannya

Bayangannya ...
tak pernah hilang dari fikiranku ....
wajahnya selalu menghantuiku ....
jantungku berdegup kencang .....
saat mengingatnya ...
apakah ini yang di sebut dengan rindu ...

Im Confused !!!

HELP !!

 Hamish or Mark ?? O.o

Im cofused !!.

ARRGH !! I will never ever choose both of them ,, not that im choosing ,, but both of them same schl as me , and both of them noe each other well .. I dunn want because of me they break their Friendship ..
Hmm ,, Cause im still new in Balestier ,, Hmm ..

 And this is for them :


To Hamish : Im sorry for not accpting yuh ,, I just dun have any feeling for yuh , And yuh shud noe this I
hate ur attitude ,, Hamish im sorry ,, I hope 1 day yuh will get a better ghurl than me .. I think yuh shud go to Chintra and tell her the truth that yuh like her  .. Cause Im not for yuh .. !! :)

To Mark : Im sorry too ,, Thnx fer the mcg that yuh send it to me ,, Its so Woah !!
Hmm ,, Maafkaan Tasha lau Tasha saket kaan hati Mark ..
Im not choosing as yuh said ,, Im loving someone else ..Mark im not like dat ,, I just can't accpt yuh ..
Hmm ,, Thnx fer liking me ,, I appreciate it ,,If yuh think yuh waste time on me , just go , i never force yuh ,, i noe that yuh sincere . i noe yuh hve been nice to me ,, But i dun take an anvantage of yuh ..
AND I WILL NEVER EVER TAKE AN ANVANTAGE OF EVERYBODY !
Hmm ,, Mark I appreciate the mcg yesterday ,, THANK YOUH SO MUCH !! :)
 
To Both of yuh : Im not a type of ghurl yuh think , Im not a choosing ghurl , I just love my guy ..
I duuno why i can't believe yuh guys except my guy who in Prison ryte now ..
If both of yuh read this , Im wanna said sorry if im Wrong ..
I just can't accept both of yuh ,, im sorry for hurting yuh guys ..
Only on this blog i can let out my feeling ..
And Thanks youh so much what yuh had done to me ...
Bye Guys ..!! 
Yesterdae , around 2:51am , i otp with Ess ,
Haha !! After that we chat each other on FB and by mcging ..
Lol ..He make me laugh and make me smile ..
Now i mcging with hym ..
Haha !! ,, I dun believe siyaa he 19 ..
Haha !! Lol ..
Loya buruk seii diy ..Hmmph ..
Smlm Tasha ckap nan diy yng suare diy taak terang , adr diy ckap pkai lampu ..
Hmm , Ess , ess !! Haha ..
Kaay laa ..
Niy jeh pasal Ess , 
Kkehs ,, Bye ,, Eheh !! Wait2 !! We are just friends aye ,,Haha !! Not more then that Readers ..
Bye Readers !
Hey Readers ,
Just finish makeup ,,
Wanna go for work later ..
Hmm ,, Kindly now listen to my grandma NAGG2 ,, Its was so IRRITE !!
Arrgh !!
Shout2 ! Dunno what happen to her in a sudden .

Now is 5:15 .
Going out soon ..
Hmmph !! Kinda bored ryte now ,,
Hmm .oKayy then ,, Till here ..
Post again when imma free aye ,,
Bye ,, !! 
Takecare Readers .

Post again , when imma free ..
Need to help mom , then get ready for work ..
Bye !!

A sudden of missing hym

 Hey Readers . In a sudden i miss my CHIKO ..
I miss being with hym..youh light my day. Youh even make me smile . Although i make youh angry. Youh would always tried to treat me well . Now, when ur not beside me and i don't have anyone else. I kept on thinking abt what i had done to youh . Youh changed my life. i thanks to youh for feel the loves. Who had realised the mistakes that he had done. all this while. i know now you loves me !!
Bby why must youh leave me alone here ,, whye must i feel the pain .. Bby ,, i will wait for youh no matter how long ..
I dunno why i can't accpt or believe other guys then youh , im confusing ..
Im trying to move on with others people , but i can't ..
In my heart its always youh ..
Bbby , ur mcg youh sent me before , youh gg in ,, I still keep it ..
BBY ,, maybe my loves is only for youh ..
Taa[SHA]rul always in my heart ..
I hope youh tooo ..
That all Readers  !!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Hey Readers ,,
Im going to work now ,,
Takecare Readers , bye !
Love yaa ,,
Bye Readers ,, Bye Blog ..
I will post again aye ..
Bye !!

Monday, December 27, 2010

Done By Arab Boy ,, Specially For Tasha ,, ( Thats Me ! ),, Haha !

Sorry it means
S - some
O - one
R - really
R - remembering
Y - you
 
Cool Right !!
Its from Arab Boy Said To me !!
Aww !! So sweet of hym ,, Haha ..

For Yuh Bby ,, 31/10/10

You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean, and the beat in my heart. All my dreams came true the day that I met you. I Love You! You are the sunshine of my life! Thanks for brightening my world with the warmth of your Love... You are the fire that burns the passion within my soul. I love You with all my heart... I want to be your arms, I want to feel your touch, I want your lips on mine, I need you very much.
I NEVER REALLY KNEW YOU YOU WERE JUST ANOTHER FRIEND BUT WHEN I GOT TO KNOW YOU I LET MY HEART UNBEND I COULDN'T HELP PAST MEMORIES THAT WOULD ONLY MAKE ME CRY I HAD TO FORGET MY FIRST LOVE AND GIVE LOVE ANOTHER TRY SO I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU AND I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING I JUST HAD TO LET YOU KNOW AND IF YOU EVER WONDER WHY I DONT KNOW WHAT I'LL SAY BUT JUST REMEMBER ONE THING I LOVE YOU
You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be. Bear in mind that I couldnt afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much.
You are my passion, my life, my love. Without you I would have no reason to live. All the stars in the universe could not replace what we have together. I thank you for the love we have and your gentleness. Never forget me, as I will never forget you.
I love you, not because of what you have but because of what I feels.. I care for you, not because you need care but because I want to.. I'm always here for you, not because i wan't you to be with me but because i want to be with you..
Here's my love, take it. Here's my soul, use it. Here's my heart, don't break it. Here's my hand, hold it and together we will make it forever.



And now yuh leave me , Hmm ,, Darling , ii promised if our love is truthfully , Insyaallah , I will wait for yuh ,, 3yrs are long ,,
Bby why must yuh leave me , and why must yuh go there ,, Hmm ,, What do you do ryte now , What you eat there ,, Bby ,, i will sent a LETTER for yuh 1 day ..
Bby how i wish yuh beside me now ,,
BBY  ,, I love yuh ,, But , i have to move on my life ,,
I will not forget yuh dear ..
Heyy  Readers 
 ,, I just came back home ,, and now im watching ,, Hmm ,,
Just now ,, We having a family nites karaoke ,,
Great family outing todayy ..
Its was so fun !!
I love today nytes ,, todays nites is GREAT ..
I love yuh Mummy And Daddy ..
LOVE ALL OF YUH ..
I will upload the pictures soon ,,

And now , im chatting with Muhd Sumait , Muhammad Fazil , And Faeezza , My bestfriend in secondary schl ..
Miss her so much ,, atlast contact her again ..
Okayy laa ,, I wanna see tevee ,,
Okayy Bye Readers !!
Love yaa very much .. :)
Tasha <3 ????
Hahha !!
Tataatata !!

Chatting with new Friend

Heyy , Readers .
Now im chatting with Muhd Sumait ,,
I know hym from Facebook , He's none malay , chinese nor Indian , He's Arabian Mix ,'That what he tell me ,
Haha !! Im chatt with hym going to 1 week ,, Haha !!!
He's look like indian , but he's not .
HAHA !!
Wanna noe what we talk today , Haha !!
Hmm , Okaay ,, He said that he interested in me , Haha !! I myself dunno why ..Hmm ..
He very funny , he kept making me SMILE even though we always chat in Facebook ..
Hmm ..He so sweet ..Haha !! He can't wait to see my blog ..Hmm .Should i let hym read ..
Lol .. Okayy then ..Hey ..Haha !! If yuh read his , Wat will yuh do ?? Haha !!
This is what he said to me I Dunn how com suddenly , I'm interested in u . I'm Trying my best to know
So maybe 1day .I get a chance to be with u . I can steel Ur pic . Not now , Soon . Lol ,, When I like u , Den I will take Ur pic
, Haha ,,( Haha , Ouhh No !! Dunn take my pic , Please ! Hmm , For now we just be friend aites . I dunn wanna think bout love anymore ..Hmmph !! )

Hmm , To honest ,, Im comfused ,, ahakxx ..
Hmm .. I just noe Hym ,, But seem to noe more about me ,, WOW !! Haha !!
Hmm ,, He the 5 guy that interested on me ,, But for me ,,
For now , Im tired to talk about love ..
Hmm , Im so pissed of about relationship ..Hmm..
Im hope Yuh would understand me , If yuh do understand me ,, I appreciate it so much ..
Thanks ,,
Love yaaa Readers ..







Sunday, December 26, 2010